Name:
Tiffany.
Age:
21.

her own style - her own rules.
life is one big game to play



you got me deeper than deep
and i'm constantly blind.
i'm running around,
but there's no place to hide
i start to talk in my sleep,
our souls divide.
just why cant they forgive me,
these demons inside.

*-aMeLiA-*
*-BeL-*
*-cOrLiSsA-*
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*-eBoN-*
*-eEmEi-*
*-gWeN-*
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*-SiNyE-*
*-vAnEsSa-*

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12:09 PM
Its been a while since I last blogged, reason being that I have nothing much to blog about as I was slacking my days away for the last 4 weeks I think.

Oh well, so in short, I have left my previous employer due to many reasons which there is no point talking about them now.

Dear & I had some hippcups some weeks back, it wasn't a big quarrel but it was not a happy incident.

I manage to find a new job and just started the new job today.

Dear & I got over the hippcups and I am trying to resume back to the way we were back then. Close to being back to how we were, but there's still about 5-10% to be exactly like last time.

My cousin who is only 1 year older than me got marry and I'm starting to wonder when will be my turn.

That's pretty much everything right now.
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5:22 PM
Many of us have used the word "Love" so easily these days, but how many of us can really love another person unconditionally?

The simplest love of all is for that to a fellow family members and even that at times is selfish.
And so if that to a close kin is already selfish, where will there be one to a total stranger be selfless?

Love is to accept the person no matter who they are, what they do or how they behave. But often enough in a relationship, people are always trying to change each other to fit into their lifestyle. Be it that the changes are good, but what about the other changes just so it makes life comfortable for you? Is that still love?

Love allow one to forgive another no matter what mistake had been made, but can one really forgive and forget and move on with life as though the mistake have never take place before?

There is a saying that I came across before :
" Woman forgive but never forget, Man forget but never forgive"

How true do I find the saying now. Its now that I know what is broken can never be repair to what it originally was before for there is already a crack, so visible that no matter how you cover it, it will still be there. Unknowingly, one would always feel the crack and the pain that it have caused before.

Its only now that I understand the meaning of the words "Love" and I know I'm never going to say this words out so easily for I am unsure if I am able to deliver the promises that comes with the responsibility of saying it.

Things are always so beautiful in the beginning till someone, something, somehow makes a mistake along the way. And from then on, nothing going to be the same again.
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11:55 AM
A bitch is just never tire of getting around telling nonsense and messing up peoples' life.

My advise would be for you to just keep out of my life before karma comes haunting you and your ass and before you know it, your happy ending will be gone once more.
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12:37 AM
There's ups and downs in life and I guess I have this coming at me.
But deep down inside, why do I feel as though I am being cornered into this situation?
Am I being bullied in this situation without knowing so?

All in all I'm glad that I have got out of that place and I would take a little rest before I start my new chapter in life somewhere else.

Had a wonderful dinner for dear's pre-birthday celebration and picture will be up soon
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9:17 AM
Dear is currently situated in a camp that is so far away. In an blink of an eye, dear have been enlisted for coming to 4 months and this means that for the past 4 month I have been a good girl going to work and coming home just to wait for his call.

During this 4 months we have our ups and downs , but all that is over now I just hope that we will be able to get over this and move on with our life.

We also celebrated our 1st anniversary some time back and here are the pictures for our day.




I hope you enjoy yourself on that day dear and I'm glad we made it through for the past 1 year.

I love you, my baby boy.
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9:36 PM
I wish you know what I am thinking and going through at this moment.

You find that I am unreasonable and don't listen to the things that you say, but have you ever wonder how I feel and what is it that makes me so upset?

I just wish that you would do something about this.

But would you do anything about it, or would you just let it be the way it is and ignore everything and live your life?
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9:51 PM